A Dream of Heaven: Reflections on Life and the Music of Purcell

Today, after praying at the Cathedral in Melbourne, I came home and took a nap. During my sleep, I had a vivid dream where I died and saw heaven unfold before me. This experience prompted deep reflection on life and what might lie beyond it. At 41, I’ve always been somewhat prepared—perhaps overly so—with funeral insurance already sorted out. I know it sounds a bit morbid, but I want to make sure everything is in order. This dream reminded me that I should include a beautiful choral piece in my send-off wishes: "Thou Knowest, Lord, the Secrets of Our Hearts" by Henry Purcell.

This piece resonates with profound emotion, offering a heartfelt plea for mercy and understanding. The text, drawn from the Anglican Book of Common Prayer, captures the essence of human vulnerability and our desire for divine compassion. It reflects a timeless longing for connection, especially in moments of introspection, much like the feelings I experienced in my dream.

Purcell composed this piece around 1672, and it has evolved into a stunning choral setting that speaks to the heart of what it means to confront mortality. The words remind us that, despite the brevity of life, we seek mercy and understanding in our final moments. The setting is rich in harmony and intricate counterpoint, inviting listeners into a contemplative space.

The music has endured through centuries, and performances by ensembles like The Sixteen capture both its early and later versions, revealing Purcell’s artistic growth. Listening to it feels like stepping into a sacred dialogue, where the beauty of the music intertwines with the weight of its message.

As I reflect on my own life and what lies ahead, this piece resonates deeply with me. It’s a poignant reminder of our shared humanity and the grace we seek in our final moments. I know I want it woven into the fabric of my farewell, not just as a piece of music but as an expression of hope and connection. It’s comforting to think that, in the end, we are not alone, and that the beauty of music can carry our spirits into whatever comes next.

Enjoy this ensemble known as "Transept," under the direction of Artistic Director Timothy Campbell, as they perform "Thou Knowest, Lord, the Secrets of Our Hearts," a beautiful piece by composer Henry Purcell.